TALK AB0UT DEPRESSi0N.

by the way i got my cell phone back =] // now, well let's just say last night i got hit with some news that shocked the heck outta me. && found out a lot about somoene i truly care for.it hurt soo bad && then again felt soo good.but now im sitting here at my computer& it just hit me how much what HE told me affected me.im tierd of making it seem as if things are freaking [PEACHY KEEN] they're not, not at all.today in school everyone was asking me what's wrong, i hate that shit, if i needed your help, i promise i would ask.everyone was like "you look soo beautiful why are you down?"-i felt like screaming, but i know better i got self control. gah i cant do this right now. i wanna cry.

♥ lesha